sweet nineteen !

Happy birthday 2 me !!
Today is 26 February 2011 . Maka secara rasminya ku suda berusia 19 tahun . Still maintain kecomelan dan kemudaan ku ye . huhu, ku mmg suka perasan sndiri kebelakangan ney . maaf lar yek !

thats me with candy . comel, kan . heheh, okay, sila abaikan kesemakan
bilik ku sbb ku sgt mls untuk mengemas. ;p

a box of chocolate from my roomate !
still not open it since it soooo cute .
I know, I'm crazy . Thanks  

Terima kasih kpd semua org yg wish kat ku . I do love you especially for my sister and my ex roommate - Kak Zaty, Atikah and Fara, yg menyumbangkan suara nyanyi lagu besday kat ku . ku xtahu air mata ku mengalir sbb terharu or sbb xdpt smbut besday ngan korg ;(

And the best part was my brother - I lost contact with him almost 3 month, said "I love you, kakak".
Awwww, how sweeettttt !!!! lepas dia terus letak phone . ku harap ku bley "belasah" dia ;p

But the most important, ku nak ucapkan terima kasih byk3 pada Nafizah Bt. Abd Hamid iaitu bonda ku yg telah lahirkan ku . Thanks mom for delivered such cute miut, kind and clever girl like me . p/s Ibu ku dgr sah3 muntah hijau . Muah3x for you <3


note ; can't wait my aunt treat me tomorrow !!

Saving...

"Aku tak suka kat kau dan aku tak boleh nak cuba suka kat kau !!"

Ku memang dah xtahan kat sorang mamat neyh . Bengang kot dengan perangai dia yg macam @#$%$ tue .

Kuang ajar betul . Ku xbuat apa, dia kata ku pompuan gedik .Terbakar telinga ku . Ku xkesah lar kalu ko nak blaja bahasa kedah pon . Tapi pada2 lar sket !!!!

At last, ku jumpa dia dan kata-kata di atas, ku hemburkan tepat pada muka dia ! Baru dia tahu langit tinggi ke rendah . Btw, ku ucapkan tahniah lar sebab dia berjaya menjadi lelaki no. 2 yang ku paling meluat . No. 1 ? sah3 lagi teruk perangai dari dia . Hey, xbley ku !! Bukan skali mamat neyh buat ku melenting, banyak kali dah .

Cucuk pipi ku, tendang3 "manja", pukul3 "manja" ................ ewww, sakit aty kot !!

Kau, dengan pompuan laen bley r sentuh2 !! dengan aku, memang makan penumbuk !

p/s ; someone need to teach him how to social with a girl !! grrrr ....

bad news everywhere !

I just got a call by my mother yesterday !- and got exited but the story behind me made me wanted to cry .
She went for an operation at KMC (Kedah Medical Centre) and I knew it after 5 days she in there ! ;(

"Ibu tak nak anak Ibu risau Ibu masuk hospital. Nanti susah pk Ibu kat sini smpy tak bley study plak."


On Sunday morning, we got a call from our room mate told us that her father passed away . Innallilah .
Kematiannya berpunca dari sakit jantung dan paru-paru berair. Sampai sekarang dia still bersedih. Ku pon hampir menangis . ;(

And baru tadi ibu call saya lagi, "Ibu nak duit !"- itu yang ku cakap first2 skali . p/s memang teruk but I just joking,kay !
She told me that my uncle who going to marry on 4 March, got an accident. Luckily, his condition is okay except for his car that totally teruk and he need to pay 300 bucks ! Dan ku kena dgr leteran Ibuku yg sgtttttt pnjg sbb buat something . (0.o)



p/s: really thinking about my dream. I really have bad feeling about it !!!

Who am I ?

I wish I had a school at Hogwart.
So, I can learn every magic and secrets.
But, I'm not the character of Harry Potter, written by J.K Rowling. 


I hope that I could be as Edward Elric.
Never give up but keep moving forward.
But, I'm not the illustration from Fullmetal Alchemist.


I dream to be a singer just like Rin and Len Kagamine,
to sing a lullaby song so the world could sleep in peace.
But, I'm not the computer programme by VOCALOID.


Or be a meister with a weapon,
That I would protect everyone around me from getting hurt.
But, I'm not SOUL EATER.


Who am I?
I'm only a little girl, on the infinity world.
Just can pray from the darkness, every corner of  the world.

mati hidup semula

surat khabar, peralatan bedah and gloves .. e2 bnda yg ku pkai 4 kill the lab rat .. sorry, Jerry. Need to cut you off .. ;(

Selepas

Sebelum

And, really sorry sebab tengah dok membedah tiba3 tikus melompat kuar !!

Gaya dan Cliffton dengan sesuka atinya mengepak kepala tikus tersesebut .. ewww, so ganas ..

Sambil tersenyum diorg kata, sedap gak kalu goreng .. 

One more thing you should know, they're from Sabahan and Sarawakian ! No joking

p/s : I wish I've my camera now cuz they've a photography competition at KTMP !

Salam Maulidur Rasul ..

Wahh .. at last, ku bukak gak blog neyh .. kempunan kot, smpy dh b'habuk2 blog ku .. hrp mak cik radicare tolong kemas .. sebelum beta bertitah, sebelum tabir disingkap, dan sebelum baju dibu .. err, dipakai .. izinkan saya mengucapakan selamat maulidur rasul kpd sapa2 yg bca blog ku ..


How I'm doing ..?? Well, must to say that I really hate at here .. Know why ..?? I hate being hypocrite, hate biology, hate the boys, hate the environment .. and most of this, I hate myself for hate all these .. Freaking awesome ehh .. Honestly, I'm really miss Kolej Matrikulasi Kedah and I cant forget all my memory there ..






p/s : keep move forward but my head keep turning around to see all sweet memories there ..